Ashleigh Janda 
   Mezzo-Soprano
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How Did I End Up Here?

5/5/2015

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     Not too long ago, I stopped and thought to myself I'm doing what I love and I'm loving what I'm doing, but how did I end up here? What lead me down this path?
     These are questions that I think as artists and musicians, we ask ourselves quite frequently- why didn't we choose something "practical" like business for medicine? Well, the answer to that is quite simple- because somewhere along the line, someone or something inspired us (or possibly even continues to inspire us) to do what we love and love what we do. Today, I would like to share with you my personal story- how I became a classical and opera singer, my somebody and something that inspired me, and a little bit about why I wake up every day and love that I didn't choose something "practical" to do.
     It all started for me at the tender age of 11 years old when I was in 5th grade. My grandma worked as a private voice teacher out of her home and I came from a very musical family so growing up I was surrounded by music and the arts. I remember going to my first play, Peter Pan, when I was 4, my first symphony when I was 6, and going to music class was always my favorite thing in school. Then one day my grandma picked me up from school and took my younger sister and I back to her house for a little while and asked me if I would like to come into her studio and sing through a few Disney songs, so I did. About an hour and a half later, I realized just how much time had gone by and that it had only felt like 20 minutes or so.
     From then on, once a week I would go over to my grandma's house for voice lessons. She let me pick me own music, we talked about breathing and proper techniques, and most importantly WE HAD FUN! Then one day she mentioned that there was going to be a talent show at our upcoming family reunion that summer of South Dakota and she asked if I would be willing to sing my favorite song there- "You're Never Fully Dressed Without a Smile" from the movie and musical Annie. At the time I didn't know all that was involved in actually getting on stage and performing so I said yes.
     About a month later, it came time for me to perform at the family reunion and believe me when I tell you that I nearly fought my mom and grandma so I didn't have to go on stage. Finally, quite a few tears and many bribe attempts later, I got on stage. That was the most uncomfortable I've ever felt in my life- like someone had stripped me naked and thrown me on a stage for the world to stare at. The music started playing and I knew at that point that there was no turning back and I started singing.
     By the time it was over, I had forgotten all about my nerves and whatever it was that my mom and grandma had bribed me with and all I felt was sheer joy, confidence,and pride. I had done it!
     For a while, my mom and grandma still had to convince me to actually get on stage and start singing but soon I grew out of that and was looking- itching- for ways and places to perform. I had caught the "bug"- the performing bug that as performers, we are all too familiar with! And every time I performed, I gained that much more confidence and joy and I knew I couldn't stop and even if I could I didn't want to.
     Before I knew it, I was auditioning for college music programs and I thought Where did the time go?! Wasn't it just yesterday that I was singing that song from 'Annie' for the first time at the family reunion? I wasn't until then that I fully understood the meaning of the phrase "Time flies when you're having fun," 
     Now, I love that I've chosen a career path that I not only love to do, but one that isn't "practical" or "conventional" because that's not who I am as a person. I knew that I was never and will never be that person who is perfect;y content sitting in a cubicle by themselves with little to no interaction with others all day, every day for the rest of their life. I need something new and different every day, I need a career that takes me places, I need a career that is going to make me happy and be fulfilling and when it came time to audition for colleges, there was no question in my mind that music was what I wanted to do- it's what I needed to do- it's where I belong.

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Learning to Love Your Voice

4/14/2015

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     Recently I've had to face, head-on, the thing every singer struggles with at one point or another- how to learn to love your voice. For those of you who don't know, about six months ago my teacher and I decided that I was a Mezzo-Soprano and not the Soprano that I'd been told my whole life I was! Now I know what you're thinking- I would give anything to be a Mezzo, they have all the fun roles, they aren't catty like Sopranos, etc- but that's not what I felt when my teacher uttered those words..."Ashleigh, you're a Mezzo". After a few mental break downs and convincing myself that I was having an identity crisis, I was encouraged to write three things that I loved about my voice that day in my singing journal every day for two months. TWO MONTHS! It sounds incredibly short and easy to do but when it came down to it, I always struggled. Then one day I just started writing things down even if I felt that they weren't yet perfect and I read them to myself multiple times a day. And pretty soon, I didn't have to force myself to write them- it just happened and then before you know it I could rattle off ten things that I love about my voice, then 15, and then I could remind myself without having to consciously tell myself what I loved about my voice. It was at that moment that I no longer saw my voice as something separate from my body but rather as an asset to my body and I had learned to love it just as much as I love my body and being in my own skin. 

     For those of you struggling with learning to love your voice: don't be afraid of your voice and for the first few weeks you'll have to almost force yourself to say positive things about your voice and/or performances. You're not alone and you can and will do it! 

    For those of you who have learned to love your voice: How did you do it? What helped you? Do you still occasionally struggle?


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    Ashleigh Janda is a current Junior at Colorado State University in Fort Collins pursuing a Bachelor of Arts in Music and a minor in Leadership in the Arts and Administration. She loves classical singing, opera, spending time with her family and friends, shopping, and the color pink. 

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